Life's uncertainty?

Life seems to be peculiar. It makes me sometimes indifferent from other creatures. It's so unusual to be in this feeling of uneven. But then out of this out of the world perceptions that I have, I do appreciate this kind of changes that leads me to discover more about myself and about my life. It is weird, right? It's okay because I'm still very hopeful to have a vast realization about my existence. How? I think through my experiences as I go on and in my journey later on I'm with my self with unyielding state of mind.